I'm sorry for all the depressed/scared journals. I'm fluctuating from having a weak smile, telling myself to take it easy, to breaking down and feeling really scared again. But I feel bad to those who care for me. So I'll try my best to push on. I don't really know what to do yet, I wish my body'd be able to keep up again, so I could start working out. My main wish is just.. For the nightmares to stop.
But I'm pushing on. I feel stupid asking for donations, for whining so much. I've still got a long, long way to go. But I'll try my best.
In the meanwhile, keep yer eye on my Tumblr:
luvythicus.tumblr.com/There's some art activity on there. Not much, but I try.
Can anyone help me customize my Tumblr completely? Like, how it looks?
Thank you so much for all the support. It means a lot to me, it really does. I'll do my best.